On 7/01/07, Mercedez wrote:
> On 6/30/07, electra wrote:
>> I USED TO SAY I LOVED ANIMALS MORE THAN PEOPLE UNTIL I REALIZED HOW
>> MANY PEOPLE NEEDED TO BE LOVED AND CARED ABOUT. WHEN YOU UPL IFT
>> PEOPLE ALOT OF TIMES THEY CARE ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND THEM AND IT
>> GETS PASSED ON TO THE ANIMALS. YOU CANN'T SAVE EVERYTHING, BUT
>> CONNECTING PEOPLE WITH ANIMALS IS A POWERFUL TOOL FOR CHANGE. ALOT OF
>> PEOLE TOGETHER IS AN AWESOME MODE FOR CHANGE. i THINK ALOT OF PEOPLE
>> WHO SAY THEY DON'T CARE FOR PEOPLE THAT MUCH ARE REALLY NOT HAPPY WITH
>> THEMSELVES ALL THAT MUCH. MAYBE AS YOU GET OLDER YOU'LL CHANGE YOUR
>> MIND A BIT. AND THE MAN THING.........REALLY YOU'LL CHANGE YOUR MIND
>> LATER DOWN THE ROAD.......YOU MUST NOT HAVE A FATHER IN YOUR LIFE OR A
>> CRAPPY ONE TO FEEL THAT WAY SO YOUNG..........THERE'S SO MUCH OUT
>> THERE FOR YOU TO SEE AND EXPERIENCE.......DON'T BE SO CLOSED MINDED SO
>> YOUNG. SHEESH YER DEPRESSING ME:(
> Thanks. But no. I just dont care for people. I help them when needed. I
> LOVE them, but I dont like them at all. I love everyone equally. I am
> that type of person. I dont hate people. But I do dislike with vain to
> many people. I dont liek abuse, I dont like the cruelty, that people do
> to animals. Animals are so understnding, easy to communicate and know
> what they are trying to tell you. I am just a people's person. I feel
> uncomfortable around them. I have many friends, but I'd rather still
> work and love animals and be with them in my life over a person.
> I have always felt this way, even when I did have a "father" around. I
> have felt this weay becaus eof experiences I have with people, and from
> the world around me.
> This is who I am. I am anti social TO PEOPLE. I just dont communicate
> well with them because people are so hard to understand and they are
> just so mean and cruel. I love animals and would rather be with them.
> lol. Its the truth. And Im sorry that sound sdepressing, but thweir
> lives are more at risk than the lives of people. People are greedy, full
> of gluttony, and filth. Why would I want to live my life with a people
> who are cruel, abusive, full of gree and fi9lth, and dont really TRULY
> treat life ALL life with respect? haha
> I love all the people I come in contact with and those I do not. When I
> sya I do not care for people, its because I dont want them near or
> around me. People, even myself, cause too much trouble and pain in the
> world. I feel more for animals than people, its the truth.
> People dont ralize many things they do harm other forms of life. I try
> to live my life well so nothing is affected.
> Its too hard to explain, and Im probably looking like I will grow old
> and be aN old cat women with 100+ cats in a 2 bedrom houSe in New York
> City. HAHAHA
> Mercedez & Flock
It's so very sad to read such words from such a young woman. What's even
more disturbing is that your mother has not had the initiative to get you
some professional help. I realize that she is not a well woman, but her
child should be foremost in her list of priorities.
I know you can't see what's ahead for you, but you will be able to do
NOTHING for animals or anyone for that matter because you are unable to do
it alone. It takes many people to pull together to achieve a goal or cause.
An no matter how independent you are, you will still have to deal
with "humans" on some level to achieve you own personal goals.
I certainly hope that someone who knows you will see your desperate cry for
help and possibly take actions on your behalf.
Did you finish high school? What about guidance counselors or teachers.
Were you in some special education program?
Your story has lots of flaws and unanswered questions. I think you really
need to seek help.