Paul no you are not crazy, your a human being with feelings. I
don't think what you were feeling was anger more then hurt.
Don't worry about your family saying thank you, even though
they should have. You did what was in your heart and gathered
them together for a great meal. You know as well as I, that
people can be thoughtless and take things for granted. Feel
good that you gave them a delicious meal, and try to forgive
them for their lack of sense.
The part about you becoming a Christian and losing friends,
well thats the way it is in this world. This world has lost
their faith in God, just like they did back in bible times.
People just don't want to hear about God anymore, so they tend
to shy away from people who like to talk about him. The bible
says you will loose people in believing in him. All they are
doing is making what the Bible says come true. Alot of people
think he doesn't exist anymore cause of how bad our world has
become. One day they will see, and I for one think it won't be
> I would say ever since becoming a christian ive lost most
> of my friends.
> tonight i gave my family the best dinner on the planet
> prime rib lobster shrimp...
> nobody even said thank you i had 20 or so people kinda
> like this is easy...nobody has any frigen money but paul
> but everybody is coupled up accept lonely paul and nobody
> has any money but Paul...I wanted to say to everybody as
> they crunched the lobster tail ok get up and get out of my
> house....just a feeling that I had..am i crazy or what